aaryn belfer.

My Theme Song For Today

There are days in my life, and thankfully they are relatively rare, when I feel as though I’ve never before left the house with my child. When I seem to be a complete novice at parenting in particular and human functioning in general. I walk out the door with purpose in my gaze looking in all outward appearances like a fully competent person, having checked and double-checked my baby parapehrnalia, yet somehow have managed to forget any number of essentials and then feel three steps behind all day long. Today was one of those days. And as I fumbled my way through momming this morning, with a cranky baby on one hip slapping my ear, an exploded diaper bag over a shoulder, sunglasses dangling from my lips, hair in my face and the public eyes of scrutiny fixed squarely on my incompetence (no thanks, I’m fine, I got it, I don’t need any assistance), I channeled David Byrne.

And you may ask yourself
What is that beautiful house?
And you may ask yourself
Where does that highway go?
And you may ask yourself
Am I right? …am I wrong?
And you may tell yourself
My god!…what have I done?


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When my daughter was a baby more than once I found myself with a poopy baby and no diaper to put her in.

I just looked for the nearest diaper bag and begged.

It is such a cliche to say it goes fast. I almost cringe writing it because so many people said that to me. However, I have one in 2nd grade and my baby will be going to kindergarten in the fall- I know they are still young…. but my baby years are over. It is liberating, but very sad. There is nothing like walking down the street with a baby straped on you.

It is good for me to be reminded about how TOUGH it is to be the parent of a baby. I am afraid my memories have totally white washed the whole experience. Probably lack of sleep. My husband who REALLY REALLy doesn’t want a #3 will be very grateful to you.

Posted by Paida on 21 April 2006 @ 12am

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